SWIMMING

swimming is so cool man. haha. i still remember last year. i had pool parties after pool parties after pool parties. haha. it was the awesome, fantastic, fun, etc, etc, etc... haha

here are some pics of me with my church friends in the pool.

this is a pic of us all together. as you can see, there are more guys at the party compared to girls. it was a bit of a havoc. the guys were throwing and dunking us girls in the pool. i think i choked and swallowed a lot of chlorine water.


now this was all of us after the party. we were quite reluctant to go home because we had a lot of fun together.

i miss those days now. i cant wait for spm to be over so that i can organise a pool party that will bring us all together again and have fun!

weird life..

what a weird life i have. its really funny actually.
i listen to others and offer them advice but i never seem to take it at all.
truth be told, i really actually don't know how to follow my own advice.
no wonder my life is pretty screwed up huh?
i mean, take a closer look at me and you might be stunned to find out about certain stuff that i never tell people.
i dont feel secure enough to go and spill all my problems to others.
its not that i dont trust them, dont get me wrong.
i am just not an open person.
lately though, i have found someone that i have come to be able to talk to.
i like that person lots too.
i feel so much better after talking to that person.
but somehow, i managed to screw things up between us.
the problem is quite complicated.
i really hope that the tension between us will dissolve some how.

PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE BECAUSE I NEED IT!

my wishes!

here is a list of my top 10 wishes:

1. my friends to have a surprise birthday part for me(i cant remember when was my last party actually!)
2. to be able to meet tom felton a.k.a. draco malfoy in real life
3. to be able to sing with all my fav singers! (to many to name)
4. to go for the world youth day on madrid, spain in 2011
5. to be able to drive before i am 19! (hint to my parents :P)
6. to go to a gay club with my friends just to see whats it like (omg)
7. to travel the world especially rome, hawaii, paris...
8. to build a perfect career for myself (becoming the best criminal profiler)
9. to be constantly surrounded by my friends and family whom i love

AND THE 10TH WISH IS OF COURSE TO BE ABLE TO SETTLE DOWN WITH THE BEST GUY WHO WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME!!!!!!

youth rally!!

omg!! today has been a very cool day. filled wit memories from the past. youth rally was an awesome journey for me last year. i gained a lot of confidence and friends. but most of all, i gained a great presence in my life. i had gained god. it was an experience of a life time. it is irreplaceable for me. personally, it will constantly remain in my most cherished memories. being on a team of 19 youths of the same faith was something different. we all came from different backgrounds. each being brought up differently. but it was the best time of our lives. watching the video of us performing during the rally was actually really fun to watch. imagine us after months of training, we were all so nervous about screwing up on stage!
but watching it just now was really hilarious! this was because even though we made mistakes, we still managed to pull of a great performance! we were all so proud of ourselves. the mistakes we made was so so so funny that we were laughing till our sides ache.

so to the youth rally outreach team of 2008...
KUDOS to all of us for a job well done! we know we are the best! i love all of you!!!

a poem written by a friend about me..

have you seen sassy Jac?
there's nothing that she lacks,
Milky Way's her favourite snack,
she loves reading paperbacks.

the girl's a good writer,
a soul fighter,
wants to be a profiler,
not a famous singer.

jac used to be quiet,
but now she's a riot,
her personality, she had pivot,
coz' in her life, she's the pilot.

this was written by a rubini whom i have known since std 4. thanks rubini!!!

holidays!!!

omg!!! the holidays r finally coming. even if for one week, i m gonna enjoy it to the max!! ironic isn't it? wen school closed down as a precaution i couldn't wait to go back. now, I'm so eager for holidays.. *roll eyes* haha. i mean.. its just so boring at home if only your school is closed. no one to hang out with. but who am i kidding man... now that the august hols r here, that means spm is getting closer every freaking day! i wonder what it would feel like wen we only have a week left? i shudder at that thought. its too frightening to even think about. i guess this holidays wont only be about having fun or distressing. its going to be alot of studying for all of us too. sometimes, i wished i could build a time machine and go back in time. then i can kill the person who thought the idea of exams. that way, i wouldn't have to worry about it at all. any1 wanna help me in doing that? haha.. guess that is just the life of all form 5, huh? filled with stress to the max. haiz. time flies really fast. especially this year. hmmm. i wonder where all my time went to? oh well. the best thing now is to pray to ogd to help us and STUDY lots!

love or hate?

love or hate?

i dunno whether i should love or dislike my brother now.. he disturb only. i wanna use my internet tomorrow but he taking the wireless connection. but that day he helped me with my English homework. so what should i do? i wanna scream. haiz... but the best part of having him though is bein able to bully him. after all, he's leavin in jan 2011. that doesnt leave me with much time. so when ever i see him now, i tease him and disturb him as much as i can. thats kinda my way of bonding with him i guess. gonna miss him lots when he's gone. hmmm. maybe i'll ask him to buy me more presents before ho goes off. haha. not like he would. he's so stingy and not to mention forgetful too. haha. so funny la my brother. thinking about it now, i realise i have one funny, nice-to-bully, forgetful and damn smart elder brother. i think if i didnt have him in my life, it wouldnt feel complete. i think my life would be pretty dull without him.. crazy ryte? i know... but who else would i bully then? guess i do... lo..lo...lov... i might as well say it now.. i guess i do love him after all. oh wel.. life could be far worse than admitting that i love him. haha. oh ya. before i forget, kor... if you read this, dont let everything that i say go to your head K? haha.. :P

life

why is my life so complicated?
i cant get the right,
my friends r weird just like me...
we r crazy fun wen we're together,
complete opposites of each other.
yet life is ever exciting with one another,
oh, d joys of being together!
i hope that life is 24/7
of having fun, but the responsibilities
of an spm student is such a bother,
always being pushed to study, study, STUDY!!!
it gets frustrating after a while,
and u just feel like giving up.
so lets together face the impossible,
and prove that we can do it,
and then later,
is having FUN all d TIME!!!!

wassup!!!!

hi ppl... i just started so bear wit me k??? haha. ok.. so how's life ppl??? i feel so bored grounded at home and SPM is just a few months away!!!! FREAKY!!! i cant concentrate though.. wil some1 give me tips on how not to fail add maths???!!! :) i'm so screwed man. i don wanna die early but my future don look so good wei. probably got a higher chance of survivin if i didnt have an extra too smart 4 his shoes. haiz... gtg. bye ppl..