clueless..

i sit in classs thinking about that special someone. i feel lost without him and my life is meaningless when he's not by my side.

how am i to live my life if one day he decides to leave me? this is my biggest fear. that he will one day leave me for another girl. am i being paranoid?

i have no faith in myself at all. no confidence. i often wonder what he sees in me now?? will that special thing about me that attracts him to me someday fade? will he get bored of it one day??

i just pray that it will never happen. i cannot live my life if he leaves me. i pray that he will forever remain mith me just as how he always will remain in my heart..