dont you find it frustrating when you meet your current partner's exs one by one?? i mean, how small can this world be after all?
first its a girl that cant seem to get over you. now its a girl who is way preetier and whom my parents know her parents. it gets on my nerves that they exist in this place with me. heck.. i feel damn jealous and even more unsecure. what the fucking matter is wrong?? am i going to meet all your ex one by one???
i dont know how to cope with this. i feel suffocated for some reason. lost for words.
i do a pretty good job of hiding how i really feel from you because i want our little time spent together to be a cherished memory.
but i wish that you knew me as well as i know you. then you can detect what i really feel inside when i am hiding from you.
you even still use the same email with her name on it. i might allow you to still use it. but inside of me a small person is screaming to not let you use it.
if only you could understand how i really felt. if only you knew...
IF ONLY...
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