weekends and raya!!!

ok.. friday and saturday was an extremely dull and boring day. thank goodness i had a very very very extremely good friend who was willing to waste his credit to call me and entertain me. my very own entertainer!!! so thanks lots to yuen sern! saturday was slightly better. it was dull in the morning. i was watching cartoons like a five year old kid! lol!! in the afternoon i went to bible class and there was only 10 of us there! kinda wasting my time actually but if i didnt go, my best friend lyn would have tortured me wen she saw me.. in the night, i saw a mlay movie titled salam terakhir, starring rosyam nor. it was a sad movie but i didnt cry because i couldnt. but my mum and sister was crying by the buckets like you wouldnt believe!!! i was laughing the whole time at the ending because of this! it was HILARIOUS!! and again i talked to yuen sern till it was really late. until he couldnt wake up today to go jogging when he wanted to. haha! always full of excuses and he blamed me too! so unfair! then today i went to cjurch in the morning, came back and slept like a baby. when i woke up i went to my uncle's house for raya! man.. the food was DELICIOUS!!!! haha. especially the rendang! YUM!!!!!! overall, i think my weekend was pretty boring. but at the same time, i had some fun. i guess as the saying goes, good stuff comes in small packages. so to all my muslim friends and their family, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!! =P

exams!

omg!! exams are starting on tuesday. its going to be a long three weeks. its going to be one of the longest and most torturing time of my life. aargh!!!! and to think that now only i am settling down to study. i tried studying yesterday, it was history. i nearly want to sleep ady. if this goes on, i am going to die for spm man! haiz..

SWIMMING

swimming is so cool man. haha. i still remember last year. i had pool parties after pool parties after pool parties. haha. it was the awesome, fantastic, fun, etc, etc, etc... haha

here are some pics of me with my church friends in the pool.

this is a pic of us all together. as you can see, there are more guys at the party compared to girls. it was a bit of a havoc. the guys were throwing and dunking us girls in the pool. i think i choked and swallowed a lot of chlorine water.


now this was all of us after the party. we were quite reluctant to go home because we had a lot of fun together.

i miss those days now. i cant wait for spm to be over so that i can organise a pool party that will bring us all together again and have fun!

weird life..

what a weird life i have. its really funny actually.
i listen to others and offer them advice but i never seem to take it at all.
truth be told, i really actually don't know how to follow my own advice.
no wonder my life is pretty screwed up huh?
i mean, take a closer look at me and you might be stunned to find out about certain stuff that i never tell people.
i dont feel secure enough to go and spill all my problems to others.
its not that i dont trust them, dont get me wrong.
i am just not an open person.
lately though, i have found someone that i have come to be able to talk to.
i like that person lots too.
i feel so much better after talking to that person.
but somehow, i managed to screw things up between us.
the problem is quite complicated.
i really hope that the tension between us will dissolve some how.

PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE BECAUSE I NEED IT!

my wishes!

here is a list of my top 10 wishes:

1. my friends to have a surprise birthday part for me(i cant remember when was my last party actually!)
2. to be able to meet tom felton a.k.a. draco malfoy in real life
3. to be able to sing with all my fav singers! (to many to name)
4. to go for the world youth day on madrid, spain in 2011
5. to be able to drive before i am 19! (hint to my parents :P)
6. to go to a gay club with my friends just to see whats it like (omg)
7. to travel the world especially rome, hawaii, paris...
8. to build a perfect career for myself (becoming the best criminal profiler)
9. to be constantly surrounded by my friends and family whom i love

AND THE 10TH WISH IS OF COURSE TO BE ABLE TO SETTLE DOWN WITH THE BEST GUY WHO WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME!!!!!!

youth rally!!

omg!! today has been a very cool day. filled wit memories from the past. youth rally was an awesome journey for me last year. i gained a lot of confidence and friends. but most of all, i gained a great presence in my life. i had gained god. it was an experience of a life time. it is irreplaceable for me. personally, it will constantly remain in my most cherished memories. being on a team of 19 youths of the same faith was something different. we all came from different backgrounds. each being brought up differently. but it was the best time of our lives. watching the video of us performing during the rally was actually really fun to watch. imagine us after months of training, we were all so nervous about screwing up on stage!
but watching it just now was really hilarious! this was because even though we made mistakes, we still managed to pull of a great performance! we were all so proud of ourselves. the mistakes we made was so so so funny that we were laughing till our sides ache.

so to the youth rally outreach team of 2008...
KUDOS to all of us for a job well done! we know we are the best! i love all of you!!!

a poem written by a friend about me..

have you seen sassy Jac?
there's nothing that she lacks,
Milky Way's her favourite snack,
she loves reading paperbacks.

the girl's a good writer,
a soul fighter,
wants to be a profiler,
not a famous singer.

jac used to be quiet,
but now she's a riot,
her personality, she had pivot,
coz' in her life, she's the pilot.

this was written by a rubini whom i have known since std 4. thanks rubini!!!