Saturday, September 25, 2010

6lympics game

so tiring!!! that was the overall feeling of every playes today. especially the science 2 students. we were beyond tired already and ready to faint! but we gave our all and although we lost, we had fun.

a shout out to a few people though...

yu hong: you are a dangerous player when it comes to handball. no one can stop you from goaling man!
quek: quek quek... my thigh hurt\s thanks to you! lol.. please dont injure me anymore k??? look before you kick t:he ball!
vishal: you are THE great WALL of SAS!! its impossible to aim and shoot during netball since you're towerin over me!! -____-"
krystal: haha! slamming into me.. haha! lucky it didnt hurt. but good game on winning!
yang yi: first you had to tower in front of me and steal all my passes from my teammates. then you even sat on me!! how could you???? lol... >.<

oh well.. the games today was still pretty fun and i enjoyed myself. so thanks everyone for coming and playing! i <3 you guys science 2!!!

XOXO,,

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

i was ryte..

so i predicted on sunday night that i was going to be doom on monday. and i was RIGHT!

after recess we had chemistry and we got scolding from pn... well, you know who la. hmmm..

and i am glad that my r&d partners are my and kj.. fuh.. thats such a relieve.

anyways, here's some ways to say i love you in a few different languages..

bm: saya cinta kamu
eng: i love you
chinese: wor ai ni
tamil: ni assingamma irruke
korean: saranghaeyo
japanese:aishiteru
german: ich liebe dich
spanish: te amol
french: jetaime te amor

...

so go and tell your loved ones that you love them in these languages. HAVE FUN!

XOXO <3

Monday, September 20, 2010

thru hard times..

through the hard times that we face, always turn to god. seek guidance from him and he will lead you.

remember your friends too. true and loyal friends will always help you when you are in need.

your family too will always be there to support and encourage you on. so dont worry.

and most of all, seek comfort in you love one. if he/she loves you, they will always be there for you..

hwaiting baby dear!

muah! xoxo.. <3

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Lincoln Brewster - Love the Lord

its TIME!!

so, the upper 6ers are all going to start their trial exams this monday. which is tomorrow. good luck to all them!! jia you! and HWAITING!!

and the standard 6ers are having their upsr exams too. good luck kids! GAMBATE!

it seems that as the year draws closer to an end, all the exams are coming. year after year we go through this. even my finals are just around the corner. a little over 3 weeks more.

time to really settle down and start revising everything. oh!!! it sucks to have to sit for exams. god help us all...

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but before my finals is the 6olympics. it starts this coming saturday.  my class has the least students. hence, we'll all be playing one game after another. good luck to the l6s2 class. we can do it!!

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life is very stress right now. and i can only imagine what it will be like next year. even my dear darling is scaring me when he says "just wait till next year..". now to quote him: GONE LA!!

but i know it will be okay. it will work out. as long as i do my best and study from today. plus, god is there to help me. as long as i need him and seek guidance from him, i know i can do it!

so.. last words for now..

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU SITTING FOR EXAMS. YOU CAN DO IT!!! JIA YOU, HWAITING, GAMBATE and SEMOGA BERJAYA!!

p.s. just a side note, sayang, dont worry too much k? just pray before the exams and do your best. dont panic and keep calm. i believe in you dear! MUAH!!! xoxo!!! <3

Friday, September 17, 2010

That Should Be Me (Cover) by AJ Rafael & Albert Posis w/ Lyrics & Download

IYAZ - Replay Cover (JRA, AJ Rafael, Andrew Garcia)

blessings in disguise.

life has its ups and downs. but as long as god is with me, i will continue to stand strong.

someone once told me that life will always be like a mountain. it will go up and that is difficult. but when it comes down, the joy and fun we have!

so no matter what happens in life, i will always be happy. nothing else matters but keeping the faith in HIM and to continue loving those who deserve my love.

THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING.

AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU. ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY, CHURCH FRIENDS AND MY LOVE..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Buckcherry-Sorry Lyrics

Michael W. Smith & Amy Grant - Friends are friends Forever

pAiN iN mY HeArT(LyRicS)--bY:ArnEL piNedA and ZOo

trying to find a place

we are just puzzle pieces. each part of our life is broken into many pieces of a perfect puzzle. when we mange to fit it all together, only then can we see the full picture.

i am still trying to fit mine together.

this past few weeks have proven to be a hard time for me. the past month itself has me thinking and rethinking, what is it that life wants from me? i am just a simple girl that dreams of a happily ever after.

that handphone case was the beginning of the end for me. 3 months of happiness, was that all i get? just 3 months?

first, i lost my sister in school. i cared for her. but i guess that wasnt enough for her. the lost of her handphone and replacing it was more important than me. i was just an insignificant person in her life. nothing more than just a junior to her. how much it hurted when she accused me, how much i cried that she'll come back, how much pain i hid from everyone? only god knows how much i cry to myself silently at night.

and if that wasnt enough. life it seemed was not satisfied with causing me that much grieve already.

it next decided to take my closest friends in school. away from me.. i still remember those first few weeks when we started form 6. how me and them were angry because we didnt get the school that we wanted. but as time moved on, and we each got to know the other students, we came to love the school and our new friends. we could not bear to leave. through it all, we remained the tightest and closest of friends.

but that all changed after that incident. i still remember how they told me that they didnt want tcertain peoople to come to that school because they couldnt stand them. how much that changes. it seems now, they prefer to hang with these people that they could not stand in the beginning. i've been pushed to the back. becoming a stranger to them. i can only wonder what has changed. even as the gained new friends, no one wants to accept me any more.

SO LONELY..

now.. life seems to try its best to take the person i love away from me too. the amount of times we've argued in the past month itself.. it drains me till i am so tired. it makes me feel like giving up all over again. maybe its my attitude that drives people away from me. especially the ones that i lov. i try to chsnge, but no matter what i do, it seems to be wrong.

IF ONLY I COULD GIVE UP..

but no. i wont. i made a promise to never leave him. and by giving up means i am breking that promise. plus, taking one's life is considered a sin. a big and unforgivable sin..

so here i am. back at square 1. once again trying to cope with wht life has given me. doing my best to just continue breathing, to continue being strong.

thank god he is always there for me. without him, i wouldnt have lived this long..

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Power of Your Love

My Savior My God By Aaron Shust

Bible Verse With Music - Lord, keep my heart always true to You

lost..

i feel lost when i am in school now.

i dont feel as if i belong there anymore. isolated from them. what am i doing there? why is this happening to me? what did i do wrong?

i call them my friends but now, they treat me as if i dont exist any more.
is this what i have to face until i am done with form 6 next year?

everything changed ever since that incident. i lost my sister in school. and slowly, it seems like i lost my closest friends too. maybe i am being paranoid. but that is what it feels like.

i used to sit with all of you during our muet classes but now, i am pushed away to the back. i used to share with all of you about what i was facing, but now none of you are there anymore.

remember the last holidays how we spent time together? now it seems that there are oothers that you go out with while i am left out. none of you bothered to even invite me. even during recess i am left alone. instead, i can only hang out with my  bf and his friends. what happened to all of you? what did i do to earn this?

what ever i did to you, i am sorry. please come back to me. dont lave me alone anymore. i dont want to face this loneliness any longer. if you are truly my friends.. please treat me well like how you used to.

i miss all of you so much..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

life goes on.

hmmm.. we've had our differences. it is not easy. what you think and what i think is different. yet, we still try to work it out.

i know it is hard to accept me and forgive me after getting hurt time and time again. but i am doing my best and i am changing who i am a little everyday.

JUST FOR YOU...

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but all things said and done, i just want you to know that i am sorry for everything.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

Friday, September 10, 2010

of hurts and sweetness...

sometimes i wonder...

what does life really want from me?? will it tell me or must i continue to go with the flow?

i am sick and tired of all the hardships i've faced in life. evrytime i think back of what i went through in the past years, i just want to cry and give up.

but god wouldnt let me give up. he continued to give me the strength and support i needed. he helped me back onto my feet and said to me, "jacq, i am always with you. dont lose hope."

as time passes by, my wounds more or less heaked. yet, i cant help feeling hurt even now.

take for instance, that special someone. i love him with alll my heart and soul. if possible, i want him to be the last. but i cant help having doubts. i mean.. we've been through so much pain together. yes i do admit that it is mostly my fault. yet..

he never realised it when something he does hurts my feelings. i'm not known to say out loud how i feel. even my parents know that. i would always keep it in me. but sometimes... its just so hard.

he says that i shouldnt get emo or be sad when i dont get to see him and spend time with him. because it will affect him. so, am i suppose to bottle up these feelings in me always then? am i supposed to only show happiness? i mean, since being emo and sad is considered hurting him, then what am i to do? i dont have a choice but to always be happy so that i'll never hurt him? i dont wanna hurt him..

then there's the issue of me being demanding. hell, i may be demanding, but what about him? when i dont get something done like how he wants it, he will start being upset and 'merajuk' with me. for instance, he wanted a poem and at first he said i could give it to him on friday. then the next day in school he says that he wants it now! or he will merajuk..

i'm not a superwoman. yet because i want him to be happy, i spend my two periods of physics class, writing 4 pages of the poem. it really added some stress on me at that point. but i did it for someone i love...

yes, life is full of sweetness to with him. he takes care of me and gets me what i want to. he is always there when i need him. he is almost perfect in every sense. thats why i love him. because he loves me too.

i just wish that sometimes, he understands how i feel to. to accept me for who i am too. i do want to change so that he will be happy with me.

but i will always accept him for who he is. even if he hurts me a thousand times, i will continue to love him. my love for him would never waver even a little no matter what he does to me. after all, thats what loving some one is all about. to accept everything about the person and forgiving them even if they hurt us..

live life to the fullest! :)

so.. hey peeps!!

live life to the fullest. first up is wishing all my malay friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

next on my list is talking about my sister. haha! yesterday we were playing badminton in front of my house and this lady was walking past us.when my sister tried to return my shot, she hit the shuttle. AND IT HIT THE LADY'S HEAD BY ACCIDENT!!!! hahahaha!!! it was so funny. we apologized to the lady but we couldnt stop laughing after that. the best part was, my sister could hardly stop laughing that she ended up sitting on the road! sweat case. HAHA!!!

and then today my dearest big baby came over to my house. and we played badminton. GOODNESS! he really made me exercise. i know he's a pro but i am only an amateur! did he have to play well and make me run all over the place??? lol. not enough that he went and hit the shuttle until it hit my HEAD! OUCH!!!!

oh well.. at least i enjoyed playing it still. but it will be his first and last time playing with me. hee..

guess thats all for now.

tc and gb!!

XOXO <3

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

to live my life

to live my life, you've gotta be strong. if not, you might as well just give up.

it is never easy to live your life. hell, everyone has their own problems right? but what the f***ing is wrong with this world??

is it too much to want a happy ever after?
is it too much to even ask for a simple life without stress?

i often questioned god about the misgivings in my life. i mean, life wasnt ever easy on me. i think i've had more sadness and tears in my life. i even wanted to run away or commit suicide.

but then, i decided to give god a chance. i let him into my life and let him guide me. the wonders and miracles he has done for me!

i realised that god had never forsaked me. it was me that had forsaken him. i took him for granted yet he never failed to be by my side.
for that i can only thank him. for always loving me and taking care of me. for having mercy on me and forgiving my sins.

god, YOU ARE TRULY WONDERFUL AND I LOVE YOU.

yes, my life is far from perfect. even now i face problems in school, in my relationship and at home. but as long as i continue to ask for his guidance, he will help me thriough it all.

the many trials in life is set for us to test us. the more we overcome, the stronger we get. the better we become. so do not lose hope.

to someone very special to my heart,

i know you're going through a difficult time. yes it is stressful especially when you're having a major exam in just less than 3 months. but do not be sad. everyone of us who leves you are suppporting you. dont give up because we are here to help you.

have faith in yourself. talk to us when you think you cant cope anymore. we'll give you our strength so that you may carry on with this fight.

i am here always for you. dont push me aside because i wont leave you to handle this by yourself. i love you always.

most importantly, pray to god for help and guidance. he is always there for you if you'll just let him in.

take care and focus baby dear.

JIA YOU!! GAMBATE!! GOOD LUCK!! SEMOGA BERJAYA!!!

i love you. always..

xoxo. <3